'It is better to be beautiful than to be good, but it is better to be good but to be ugly' - Oscar Wilde

I am what i am...and there's not much that i want to change about myself..
I am a simple girl with the wildest dream. Jolly, bubbly, friendly and can be quite emotional sometimes. But i am still able to make the right decision when time comes. Depression is part of my life especially when things are not going the way i want it to be (thanks for the wonderful course i am doing right now). Realizing that too much expectation will bring disappointment to urself. Always grateful to God for who i am and what i have. Have great influences from my mum who in my eyes, is one of the greatest women in the world. Music is essential in my life n a super fan of Manchester United!! Pressure can motivate me but too much of pressure will drive me nuts... My life is still under control if i keep my positive mind wid me. Anyway, facing the greatest challenge or controversy in my life right. Miss everyone everything at home. Just realised that htoo much fantasies might not be a good thing in some way. Yea, it keep you moving but when you r certain point, you will realise how stupid you are. At last, hopefully, I am not too complicated.

The neverending list of things i want:
I want to be happy
I want to be respected
I want to be fashionable
I want to look good
I want to be more intelligent
I want to be fit
I want to be healthy
I want to be partying
I want to successful
I want to be myself all the time
I want to learn from my mistakes
I want to able to shop all the time
I want my coffee breaks with friends
And i need certain things to make my life a better one:
I need my family
I need dogs
I need sincere friends
I need to be loved
I need to love
I need my bags
I need more bags
I need more 'Plastic' (not plastic surgery..mind YOU!)
I need lipgloss
I need Internet Access
I need my Mobile Phone
I need more clothes
I need fashion magazines
And of course there are things that i don't need as well:
I don't need hypocrites
I don't need heartless blokes
I don't need 2-faced people
I don't need rumuors to be spread around about me
I don't need to be hurt, both physically and mentally
I don't need to be degraded
I don't need to be told what to do and what not
I don't need to change for anyone
I don't need to be YOUR ideal

Reading, Shopping, Sleeping, Travelling, Hanging out wid frens, Daydreaming, Tattoo, Music, Mango, Esprit, Guess, Nike, Romance movie, Chick flicks, BMW, Coffee Bean, Manhattan Fish Market, Secret Recipe, Chilis, David Beckham, Manchester United, Hot guys!!!!

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A Walk To Remember, Titanic, Pearl Harbour, Honey, The Notebook, Nanny McPhee, White Chick, Pirates of the Carribean, Harry Potter, Fast and Furious, Freaky Friday, The Parents' Trap, Little man, Monster-in-law, Step up, She's the man, Material girls, The Guardian, American Pie, Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna, Bring It All On And Nothing, The Hitcher, Into The blue, Dreamgirls, 300, 28 Weeks Later, The Reaping, The Hills Have Eyes, Transformers, Good Luck Chuck....more to come

The Amazing Race, Fear Factor, CSI, American Idol, Charmed, Desperate Housewives, Las Vegas, The Bachelor, America's Next Top Model, Man Hunt, Lost, The O.C, Grey's anatomy, Sex and The City, One Tree Hill, House, Boston Legal, Heroes, Supernatural, Gossip Girl and of course Prison Break!

Harry Potter, English classics**Sense and Sensibility, Pride and Prejudice, Emma by Jane Austen, Little Woman, Good Wives by Loiusa May Alcott, Silas Marner by George Eliot, The Christmas Book, Oliver Twist by Charles Dickens, all the collections from Agatha Christie, Undomestic Goddes, Shopoholic series by Sophie Kinsella, Last Chance Saloon by Marian Keyes, Turning Seventeen by Wendy Corsi Staub

♥♥"life spent with someone for a lifetime maybe meaningless,but a few moments spent with someone who really loves you,means more than a life itself"♥♥